I went to the mall today. St. Vital. First time ever there by myself. Strange isn't it? I had no money (that I could spend) and yet I walked through a lot of the stores I liked, but couldn't buy anything. I applied today. I don't know if I'll get it. But, there are other jobs available at the mall, and if not there, then even Polo Park. I don't know...one part of me is excited for having a different type job, and for having money. The other part is undefinable. I feel uneasy. I don't know what's up these days.