Friday, March 23

I love the morning. I hate getting up before I've had what my mind thinks is enough sleep, but I still love it when I eventually get out of bed. Maybe I mean to say is that I love to wake from sleep. It just seems like all my problems, everything that I was thinking about and was keeping me up for hours the night before have disappeared, or at least made that much smaller. It's like I go through my day and let everything bother me, build up, and I make mistakes, and somehow sleeping (when I get to it) takes it away. I don't know, my random thought for the day...

I came home today, mostly because I won't be home for awhile again. My sisters are in Germany and Winnipeg, so I'm pretty much keeping my parents company...or something. Or getting in the way of the only free weekend they've had...ever? whaaatever. In other news, for those who didn't already know, I'm heading to England for school next semester. I just got my acceptance in the mail last week! Not that there was any real doubt, it's sort of a given at the asper school o'business. But yay!

Wednesday, March 21

Sometimes I feel like, whatever I want to express has already been said in song form somewhere. There's an artist for every mood, a song for every feeling. And I don't even know about half the good stuff out there. It's probably not so good for me to be so...spastic and thoughtful during the time I'm supposed to be trying to learn things, but I can't help it. I'm going through another one of those transition times when I can't tell up from down, left from right, or right from wrong. I want to come out of this on the right side, but I just don't want to end up losing myself in the process.

Thursday, March 1

I can't wait for summer. I just can't. I don't want to know how much snow has fallen in the last few days, but it's been a lot. I do prefer it to the cold, but still, you can't do much outside when they don't clear the streets...I'm thinking sandals showing off fresh pedicures, days at the beach coming home with red skin, the hottest afternoons inside with the air conditioning full blast and iced tea, I think this summer I'll try making sun tea. Granted, I'll be spending weekdays indoors, (oh, the pain of having a wonderful 9-5 job) but I can still enjoy weekends, days off, holidays. I'm just so pumped to be home this summer, and then take off to England in the fall, and possibly Australia for a few weeks next summer. I just have so little to complain about...