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I'm caught up in something so...just so...possible. So possible that it seems impossible. I feel so grown up, but I don't want anyone to know how afraid I am of being treated like I'm little, irresponsible, or how little and irresponsible I feel. So far no one has said, 'that's impossible!' or 'you're crazy!', so I think I'm doing good. I've never felt more that I'm doing what I'm supposed to be doing. But every few moments I get a snitch of doubt, but the thought that banishes that is that even though I can bail out of this anytime I want, others are going through things they can't just quit. I feel so many moments of uncertainty coming, but I know if nothing else, I have to try.

Posted by Jen on Friday, June 16 at 8:03 PM |

I heard you on the radio!! You were at the hole-in-one-place today. I would have stopped and said hi if I knew that before I went to the mail, it's on the same road. I was sad. Did that make any sense?

Posted by Blogger Kendra | 8:44 PM  

jen what's happening??? i want to know!! cuz i like you and that means i want to know what is up. yup. that's it.

Posted by Anonymous Anonymous | 9:11 PM  

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